nicole333

Its amazing how things can change when your gone for three weeks and still feel the same. I feel guilty running off to Europe when Nathan & company off with their demo. But honestly the whole situation scares me. It came to peak when his sister in law and my closest friend suggested I go to his family reunion and I struggled to not run screaming into the night. Its not that I don't care about him, but I need my space. You'd think learn my lesson when it comes to musican/artists you really would. So at one last night found myself with Stephan and made the mistake of mentioning that I sorta started feeling crappy part of the trip, for reasons he is well aware of, and he goes into this whole speech of how I should know better than that and goes into his treat me like I'm made of glass mode, which I hate more than anything. I though with him being sciencest and all he'd be better about all that stuff than he is. You know all cold and logical, he's not. And nothing has changed since I left.