nicole333

You ever have this one friend you've known forever and you wake up one day you wake up and find out you've got nothing in common any more? I do. I've known her since we were in high school. Its not thats she's this horrible person or anything. But honestly I do not think we have a common ground. But I find myself keeping in connact with her out of guilt. I'm litertly her only friend. I know this its the way it is. Which adds to the guilt because every deserves to have at kast one person they can talk to. But then again she brings on a lot of it herself, so in a way its her own fault. When I'm with her though I find myself struggling to come up with something to talk about and there are a lot of akward moments any more. So, it comes down to this, do I let her go and move on knowing what I know or do I put up with her so she at least has one person who pretends to like her?

Its amazing how things can change when your gone for three weeks and still feel the same. I feel guilty running off to Europe when Nathan & company off with their demo. But honestly the whole situation scares me. It came to peak when his sister in law and my closest friend suggested I go to his family reunion and I struggled to not run screaming into the night. Its not that I don't care about him, but I need my space. You'd think learn my lesson when it comes to musican/artists you really would. So at one last night found myself with Stephan and made the mistake of mentioning that I sorta started feeling crappy part of the trip, for reasons he is well aware of, and he goes into this whole speech of how I should know better than that and goes into his treat me like I'm made of glass mode, which I hate more than anything. I though with him being sciencest and all he'd be better about all that stuff than he is. You know all cold and logical, he's not. And nothing has changed since I left.